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Chamuel
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Name: Ivan
Gender: Male
Interests: My Interests are in Litterature, the Arts, Music, Martial Arts, Spiritual, Mental, and Physical Combat Mastering. Healing, Herbal Making(Tea, Natural Healing). I enjoy studying Medicine, Law, Criminology, Theology, and History.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Research
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AIM:  Ivan2288
MSN: gtayvan@hotmail.com
Member Since:
8/17/2004
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| It's funny how time flys when you're living life. I just realized how long it's been since I've come here. Alot has changed, I've changed, grown up alot. Life is an interesting ironic, but beautiful thing. I couldn't ask for anything more
Chamuel
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| I was right, it was just toying.
Oh well, theres probably some deep cosmic reason why this tends to be the repeating pattern, if not then I probably just suck at this and should just loose interest and focus on more important things.
For example my music, my voice has grown a bit more again, higher notes, better quality, my teacher says I'm becoming quite the fine musician :) I'm happy for that, it's practically the only happy I get these days, that and martial arts. Life isnt too bad, definately not as bad as I used to believe. Alot has changed about me, and I'm stronger then I used to be, and more observant...
I hope everything is alright with all, I'm sorry I always comment on my negative aspects of life, but no, I wont forget all the good in my life too. Life is too beautiful, and too short to waste on self pity and bad little mishaps.
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| Damn...what should I do? Is she just toying with me? Is she that cruel? These situations are going to be the death of me, whatever, what else is new?
On lighter news, school started and my Choir Director Mr.Dosman surprised us with an Incredible Peice of Music, ~Domine Ad Adjuvandum Me Festina~ Translation, "Lord My God, Assist Me Now". A Gorgeous and very Hard Peice, Grade 6, highest grade of music  .
Anyways...hopefully everything looks up...I just have to keep in mind that I have to let down my walls slowly, and also when to keep them up.
~Chamuel~
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| So, life continues on. Damn it all, I'm feeling depressed, all cause of that damn seed last night. Fuck. *sighs* I'm not going to fall for this again, never again.
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| Just sang in another concert last night  , these past weeks have been filled with performances. My life is finally looking up in every way, things just seem to be going right, and I'm moving on. My Music, my Voice, is growing and developing, and I can finally say, I actually have a good sound.  Got an Audition this January for a Music Conservatory, I'm really excited. Pretty soon,maybe in a few months once in the Conservatory, I'm going to start working with the Florida Grand Opera, I am extremely excited and happy about it.
School is going good as well, I'm loving every day I spend in these walls. Life seems to be settling it'self, and I can't begin to describe how thankful I am of everything. I know I havent written for a while, and I dont plan on writing every single day. Life is too short to be wasted, and for once, I will live my life,and let my Voice set my Soul Free.
~Chamuel~
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